Tis the season of giving. I am very blessed in my life, I have so much to be thankful for. Over the course of my life I haven’t always felt that way.
As I grow older, I seem to appreciate those things that use to be so irritating.
I guess I have been on a mission to find me. Over the last 6 months or so I have climbed out of my box for say, against others wishes. I was told I was going through a mid-life crisis and maybe that is true.
But during this time I have found that I do have the capabilities to feel again. I think we take for granite the ability to love and know love, feel happiness, sadness, anticipation and so much more. I know I settled for a life that was lacking, and in doing so I hurt people… no matter how good your intentions are.
So all I can do is accept my mistakes, learn from them, make peace within myself and continue to live my life to the fullest. Make myself happy, life is too short. Not that I am saying it’s all going to be a bed of roses but as long as I can continue growing and feeling I will be ok.